Sunday, July 13, 2008

'where two roads diverge.....'

where two roads diverge, or rather where 7 roads diverge.......
its finally time to let go of my friends who were the closest to me, yet i am not ready to. a few months back i was soo excited abt college and scaling the 'unchartered territories'. but today, when all of us part ways, its just heart-breaking to kno dat i might just not see these pple again. its been 2 wonderful years with them and its amazing how i got soo attached to them.

after being able to talk to dem abt everything, rite from the nuke deal to victoria's secret undies, i feel bottled up coz i dont think i can ever hav dat comfort wid anyone else. im sure werever my friends go they'll love it der & make pple fall in love wid dem too.
today my mom got a call from her old bball team mate, after 20 yrs.!! and u shloud've heard the joy in her voice...i cudnt help but imagine us like dat, 20 or 30 yrs down da line.its been da most fun 2 yrs of my life and i thank solely my friends for dat. had they not been der to catch me whenever i fell, i probably wud've turned out like da rest(which is da worst thing that can happen btw)................

the little little joys that we shared, the few tears dat we all shed, the few ups & downs that we all went through brought us closer. and now da realisation dat we have only these 'memories' to accompany us on our seperate journeys, brings emotions dat we never experienced before. sitting in the dark and crying every single day and hoping, & praying dat these days wud last just a lil longer, is all i do now.

this excrutiating phase of us parting ways, makes me realise how important each of dem are to me & even tho i will make friends werever i go, its impossible to imagine life widout them.

this is a thank you for aahana, sneha, kk, mrinmayee, ashwati, varun, kamala & medha for being wid me, and eachother, and making life most memorable wen i thought it was impossible.
i wish all of you guys da very best for your future and hope dat sumday in future, our roads might converge & bring us together again..........

Sunday, February 3, 2008

jack of all trades,master at none

ever felt like you're not like others??i do.at all times.i can't think like others do and even though i'm happy about it, it sometimes aggravates me.but that's only because nobody really understands what i mean.as i was growing up, my parents enrolled me for a number of classes and taught me alot things.i was taught skating,swimming,dancing,singing,various sports,etc...so basically i have alot of talents.but i'm not happy.u ask why.well that's because i dont want to be jack-of-all-trades-and-king-at-none.i'd rather be good at 1 thing and make it big in that, than just let all of this be only a part of my chidhood.
just the other day when i was thinking about the last days of my school life, i realised that i was'nt content with my life at all.at the moment, i'm just like everybody else.a drop in the ocean.i want to make it big in life.by that i do'nt mean ambani rich types,i just want everybody to know my name.i dont want to have a life where i go to a good college,then get a good job,get married and have kids and etc...i dont want to have a boring life.20 yrs from now when i have kids,i want them to be immensely proud of me.but for that to happen i've got to be proud of myself..............

keep reading about it in my next blog.......oh and give this topic a thought for yourself.....


sunayana sen